Dances with Werewolves

Dances with Werewolves is not a book about werewolves, but rather the memoir of the life of a kinky girl living out her dreams. The book takes us through her journey from fantasy to real life surrender and punishment in front of a camera.
Niki Flynn is a young woman on a journey into the dark heart of her own sexual fantasies. She is regularly restrained, spanked, caned and whipped in the most notorious adult films of modern times. She does it not for financial gain, though she does get paid for appearing in the movies, but because of her curious and profound love of surrender and punishment. Her desires all revolve around submitting to authority and power while in a situation of powerlessness. The thrill of dread, anticipation and the euphoria that follows when she admires the marks from the headmaster's cane or the pirate's whip all are part of what drives her to endure the torment.
Journeying to the secretive underground world of taboo film-making, this strange art has led her all over the world. From schoolgirl canings in England to spankings in California, from a Stasi interrogation in Germany to a forced haircut in Prague, Niki Flynn progressed to her darkest role ever - in Bratislava, Slovakia.
Niki Flynn is one of the only Western women to film with Lupus pictures in Prague. This book is a true journey through the thrills and pain of a strong woman’s sexual journey to freedom and joy through submission.

I liked this book because she let's you see and feel what she is going through. The why's of her choices and the strength of character it takes to follow your desires even if others may not see them as mainstream or correct. It also talks about the joy and fullfillment she get's with testing her limits "in safety".